for about two months now, since i've returned to singapore from taiwan, i've had drafts upon drafts of thoughts i'd wanted to post on this space. for about two months now, i kill those drafts or let them sit unseen because they didn't feel enough. i'm sick of feeling like this world is inhabitable and [...]

for 薛丁格的貓【 Plant 】

It's been a while since I felt such a strong surge of emotion that I cannot help but to render into words. And also it's my first Chinese long-form writing? A Heavy Reliance on Google translate, and my own limited familiarity with the sounds of Chinese words... Resulted in this. I hope you spend some [...]

For Linda, through grief’s iridescence

[CW: suicide] Dear Linda, it's taken me some time to write this after finishing your book, Loss Adjustment. There were so many lingering thoughts and emotions that I had to let them sit, slowly untangling them from each other... Grief is something close to my heart, a little too close. It is precisely because of [...]

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